and i would lie if said
that i still love you,
that i've always loved you,
i'm sure
nothing was in vain,
i feel inside me that
you don't mean anything to me.
and i could never say,
that we fed a great love,
all the time i feel even more
i've already forgotten you.
and i will never say
I LOVE YOU.
i'm sorry, but i should tell you the truth.

now read it from bottom to top ...



~actions speak louder than words~

hi there boys and girls,
OMG i can't believe it!!! i've been getting to school early for a change... and JEREMY too!!! i am so proud of us. high 5! lol. on monday i was like an hour early! silly me... i thought we had a period 0 of biology. it got changed to wednesday. damn it. wasted precious time that i could have spent getting some beauty sleep, and we all know how much i need it. btw coffee falvoured big Ms suck... they don't wake you up at all!

then on wednesday i didn't even end up coming... whoops! i totally forgot. the weird thing was though, that i got up at like 6. and couldn't think of why i would do that.. i spent the next 3 hours doing last minute homework. pulling a 'DEBONO' lol and the whole time i was thinking to myself... is there something im supposed to be doing? lol. it was 30 degrees that day~ and it felt so good.

at lunch we had to take pictures of the debate team. its goin in the school magazine. maybe we can photoshop my head out of the picture and insert KARINA's head in. no one would ever know... ahahaha EDD put his arm around me and KAI LYN thought that it was CHADS arm.... ahahaha. since when does CHAD have muscles. oh yeah! she has been working out quite alot recently...

the tyson thing was so funny. me and chad were full pissing ourselves, we were laughing that hard. she was like getting teary =P

AHAHAHAHA!! someone.. (i won't say who) got bird sh*t on them today. lol. i know its not funny. cos i if that happened to me i would cry, lol. i would probably scream first tho.

JAMES, JEREMY, TINA, CASEY all did great in their orals... or whatever you'd call em. i'm so not looking forward to tuesday...

awww kai that 'why guys like girls' thing is so sweet~
number 21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt.
i do that ALL the time. and yes i do expect it to hurt. so boys next time i hit you; at least ‘pretend’ it does… lol

i remember this one time i slapped a guy and he said to me: “if ur gonna hit me then at least do it right” lol

~NINJA POWER 4EVA~ lol REN
OXOX

im so upset i can't make it to ur party REN :(


see guys this is why you should never mess with cats... you never know what they'll do

101 questions...

1. Full name: Wendy
2. Nicknames: wendle, wendleberry, Periwinkle, wendy’s ice cream, whendy, WND1, Princess wendy, wenny, Luke 1, wendizzle fo shizzle, windy, wendy bendy, jubalukshi lol…. Is there any thing they don’t call me?
3. Shoe size: 5- 6… shhh I’m little ok?
4. Height: about 150cm…
5. Hair: Dark brown
6. Siblings: 2 sisters
7. Do you like to sing in the shower? Yea sometimes
8. Do you like singing? Love it
9. Birthday: 30 January
10. Sign: Aquarius
11. Lefty or righty? righty
12. Shoes or sandals? I love all shoes! Thongs, heels, ballet flats, boots… bring it on LOL
13. Coke or Pepsi? Coke
14. What do you want in a relationship? Some one who loves me for me, someone who is loyal, and trustworthy, someone who I know will always be there for me. Someone who knows me inside out… someone who can make me laugh!!!
15. Have you ever been cheated on? no
16. Marital status: single
* *”FAVOURITE” QUESTIONS: *
17. Song: too many to name…
18. Movie: well there’s a couple… dodge ball, heart breakers, John tucker must die, Step up, a walk to remember, Cinderella… shhh. It’s a secret
19. Perfume? Ralph Lauren- Ralph, Calvin Klein- one summer, Clinique- happy. But it depends on my mood
20. Card game? Um… memory, go fish… lol, I don’t really play.
21.sport? Soccer, volleyball, footy, basket ball… if only I could actually play… sighs lol. and i swim.
22. Food? Krispy kreme, kiwi fruit, pineapple…um all fruit
23. Sport to watch? Footy, but I only watch Collingwood play
24. Thing to do in your spare time? Hang out with friends, listen to music, go for walks
26. TV show: the OC, home and away, desperate housewives, prison break, Gilmore Girls.
27. Cartoon: Looney Toons all the way
28. Character: Tweety bird, Buggs Bunny
29. Color: Pink, yellow, and the colours of the ocean
30. Do you plan on having kids: yea
31. How many do you want? 3
32 What’s something you can’t wait to say? Periwinkle, or putting on an English accent
33. Get married? Yea
34. Would you have kids before marriage?? Hell no, I’m not that kinda girl
35. Do you have a b/f or g/f? no
36. Do you have a crush? No comment
37. What hurts you the most? When crap happens to the ones you love and not knowing how to deal with it, not being able to turn back time, Hurting on the inside but not being able to show it
38. Music/TV: both
39. Guys/Girls? both
40. Green/Blue: both
41. Pink/Purple: definitely PINK
42. Summer/Winter: SUMMER. I love summer…
43. Night/Day: both
44. Hanging Out/Chillin: hanging out… I don’t really use the word chillin… unless I’m trying to act all gangsta- chillin with ma homies lol
45. Dopey/Funny: both. I love people that make me laugh and dopey/dorky people are just hilarious to be around. Both crack me up
46. You know I’m around when you hear: people laughing.
47. What school do you go to? RSC
48. Do you enjoy what you do? Um…how can I enjoy something if I don’t know what it is?
49. What’s a major turn on for you? wtf?
50. Who Are They? (close friends): no comment
51. Most blonde: no comment…lol
52. Nicest: there are a lot of nice ppl..
53. Funniest: awww this is a hard one… sigh…
54. Tallest: definitely me. Jks probs Justin or Daniel
58. Is it right to flirt if you have a bf or gf? Hell no!!!
*OTHER RANDOM QUESTIONS…
59. Whats the last thing you cried over or got teary about? No comment
61. What do you want right now? To be around the people I love most.
62. What’s one thing you can’t live without? My family and friends. What kind of a world would it be without them?
63. Love or Lust: love, definitely
64. Silver or gold: gold
65. Diamond or pearl: I love both… diamonds are stunning, but pearls are something different. I guess It depends on the occasion. Probably diamonds. Both are like true friends- hard to find
66. Sunset or sunrise: sunset, they’re more romantic
67. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping? No!
68. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? no comment. cough.
69. Do you have any piercings: yea, ears
71. What song are you listening to right now? Unfaithful- Rihanna
72. What are the last 4 digits of your home phone: no comment
73. Where would you want to go on your honeymoon? All over the world.
74. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? My best friend
75. What are some of the first things you notice about the opposite sex: their eyes, smile, sincerity, how they treat and interact with other people
76. What makes you happy? My friends and family
77. What’s the next CD(s) you’re going to get? Hmmm… there’s a couple. Ne-Yo in my own words
78. Do you wear contacts or glasses? No, but sometimes I wish I did wear glasses… they’d make me look smarter. All my ‘smart’ friends wear em.lol
79. What was the best advice ever given to you? I’ve had a lot of advice given to me in my lifetime. But one thing that really stuck with me was... my grand pa once said to me: eat well, sleep well, work hard. I love him
81. Do you like Funny or Scary movies better? Definitely funny. I’m scared of scary movies, I’m such a girl. lol
82. on the phone or in person? Definitely person, but I’ve noticed that sometimes the best conversations are over the phone… its probably because there is no one else but the two of you talking- so no interruptions.
83. Hugs or kisses? awwww… that’s a tough one. I LOVE BOTH oxox
84. What song seems to reflect you the most? I haven’t found one yet
85. If you died tomorrow who would you leave everything you own to? Um… I don’t know, I don’t really like to think about death..
86. Do you have any enemies? Yes, one
87.Who was the last person u hugged? Steve
88. Would you rather be rich or famous? neither
89. What time is it in Albania now? Um… I have no idea ???
90. What time is it where u r now: 4:45pm
91. Have you ever met Santa? Yep, of course.
92: Name something pretty: my grand ma
93. When did u last talk to the person u like? ...
94. Do you have any pets? Not anymore
95. Who was the last person you danced with: heaps of people at the formal
96. Last time you were stressed: um this morning
97. Are you an alcoholic? No
98. Who sent this to you: Kai Lyn
99. If you could do one thing before you died what would it be? See all my family and friends for the last time. Say all my good byes.
100. If you had one day to live and one phone call to make, who would you call? No comment
101. Why are you waiting? ???

fill out one of these and then post it up as a comment... i wanna know what you guys think

love always wendy oxox

can you guys believe holidays are over already??? *sigh*
SWANS lost by 1 point... it was soo close

Monday 18
First day of holidays. Today i stayed at home with my grand parents. they're staying over at the moment because my parents are in china with cathy. sooooo jealous! lol. we made cakes and i ate sooo much its not funny. um at around 2 o'clock SAPNA and KAREN rocked up at my house and i was like "omg!!! what are you guys doing here???" lol i was so embarrassed cos i was still in my pjs.

Tuesday 19
My parents came back today, cathy is such a loser, when she was in china she kept messaging me saying random things like
-hi
-our tour guide's name is fred
-can't talk now im climbing the great wall
-hey
-china is great
-mummy is going crazy over bananas cos they're only 50c a kilo lol

anyway, they brought back heaps of stuff too much to name. ooooohhh before cathy left i told her to get me a whole list of dvds. lol i remember making the list with daniel the night before they left. she didn't get very many, about 9 i think.... um she got
-house of wax
-the lake house
-the da vinci code
-pink panther
-goal
-miss congeiniality 2
-king kong
-the barbie diaries lol
-superman returns

wednesday 20
Melbourne uni master class. CHAD came to my house and then we walked to SAPNA's to meet up with KAREN. we bussed to glenny and saw the sheep house and WENDY CRT on the way. oh btw urban camp ppl.. the sheep had babies!!! there's 2 more. awww so cute. anyway when we got to the city we went to melbourne central and had lunch. then we went to melb uni. and on the tram it was soooo embarrassing we saw this guy that i met at the last master class and karen and sapna were like trying to get me to talk to him and i was like omg,its not even him. its soooo not him.... um the end i went up and talked to him. it WAS him.i think his name's ASITHA, i think thats how you spell it. they gave me so much crap about it later. lol. so embarrassing but funny. at the actual lecture i was so bored i could have fallen asleep. but i'm never gonna forget kai lyn jumping over the chairs lol. and the lecturer was like "you ok up there girls?" ahahahahahha and then the lights came on. lol so funny. after the lecture i met finally JAMIE!!! one of sapnas friends. he's so funny. after that me and chad decided to go another lecture that asitha told us about. it was the science of chocolate. boring but the chocolate was good. the teacher was creepy, and sooooo completely obsessed with chocolate. gosh; i thought i was bad... lol after that we went and met up with sapna, jamie, and karen again went and took pics with a basketballer at myer lol. (it was a cardboard cut out) and other manequins. ummm... after that we went home. hahahaha can't get over kai lyn and her jumping over the chairs. the image of her is burnt into my brain. kai lyn ur never gonna live this down.. lol. I LOVE YOU! s2 btw i saw a pic of PETER, ELAINE, LISA, KECH, and KEN. it was so cute. nice shirt PETER lol.

Thursday 21
stayed home i was meant to be doing homework but for some unknown reason i was forced to watch movies... the little voice in my head told me so...

friday 22
another melbourne uni day. had to get up early and get to JAMES' house by 7:00. YOTARO came too. yes you read correctly 7:00!!! lol and as you would have already predicted i was late. again. lol. went to melbourne uni access all areas thing and i saw ASITHA again. it was boring. james made me a oragami flower out of the time table. lol. it was pink. after the medical/dentistry/heath info session we left, bummed around the city for the rest of the day. james was like holding my hand bag for me cos it was getting really really heavy, so nice. i saw KECH and all her other youth friends at Glenny station, oh and i met MICHAEL lol. on the bus home me, yotaro and james had a little bet going on and i lost... how sad :(

Saturday 23 and sunday 24
worked all day. so tired :( and matt told me he wanted to quit. gasps!! damn who am i gonna bag now? awww ganna miss him.

Monday 25
nothing much happened today. i met a girl named kira from Killester and another girl that i can't remember. sorry :( really nice girls. went to KEZ's house to help her get ready for the brown low formal, any one that works at maccas would know... REN and BEC came over later as well. they all looked so HOT!! we took pics.

Tuesday 26 tuesday went to grand parents house. when i got home jumped on msn and had a rap bettle with DANIEL, ZHOE, and MICHAEL. we made part of a song lol. its gonna be called A LIL TOO LATE. by wendizzle fo shizzle, Z to the OE and d diddy. lol. some day we'll sell it and be rich and famous. you'll see... lol. just you wait...

wednesday 27
wednesday went out for KARINA's birthday to see john tucker must die with KEZ, BEC, and of course REN. Jeremy was meant to come but he had to work.. booo :( and because jeremy couldn't come justin didn't come cos he didn't wanna be the only guy. and i quote "im gonna look like a fag, one guy hanging out with a bunch of chicks, talking about shopping and makeup and all this other sh*t that i hate" lol ben couldn't come either. oh well. we had an awesome time. we saw a pirate with plaits, RICKY look alike,almost got lost, shopped, i talked to this sales assistant at diva for a while.. she was so gorgeous. it was weird how we bonded over my dress and her eyes, and other random girly stuff, we talked for ages.lol. I BOUGHT A DRESS!! YAY! but now im broke :( john tucker must die is the most awesome movie ever. i want it on dvd. loved it. it also really makes you think about relationships and how hard it is to find a good one. how you can never really be sure. anyone that has watched it will know what im talking about.

Thursday 28
went to see step up with STEVE and DANIEL. i was late again, lol. but it was only like 5 min. so its ok. lol. Damn the Krispy Kreme line was like out the door! i was like WHOA! um the boys played pool for a while and i watched :( i couldn't play pool to save my life. i really wish i could though. looks fun. i remember the last time i played with them. me and steve won against daniel. lol i was like YEAH!! but thats only cos daniel got the black ball in the hole. lol. i got 2 balls in this time YESSSS! (but they were set up for me...) shhhh don't tell any one. we had lunch i had a healthy choice roll from maccas :) im on this new heath thing where im gonna try and not eat junk food. and go on a run every day. but then, steve had kfc chips and i couldn't resist... so i gave in. i had 4. lol. step up was an awesome movie. channing tatum is so buff, and such an good dancer. makes me wish i could break too. lol. can you guys image me breaking? lol hmmmm... now there's a thought.. and we saw TRACY, and her friend at the movies too. then they went hand bag shopping. i want a new hand bag :) after the movie we walked around for a bit and went into whatever and steve showed me this 'me 2 you bear' it was like $70!!. really cute though... and there was this white and pink elephant toy that i really wanted. it was so soft... then i looked at the price tag- $95.95. some of the other stuff they sell in the shop are a bit (cough) weird. after that we went home.. cos steve didn't want to take pictures. grrr. and he promised too :( steve went to clayton staion and me and daniel went to glenny.

Friday 29
hmmmm... well today im meant to be doing homework. wish me luck! im gonna need it cos i've got a stack... sighs... btw ADEL CONGRATS ON GETTING INTO MACROB

well thats my holidays so far.. sorry its so long. lol. but you know me.. like details :)

Wendy OXOX

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